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Godspeed Mixtape: Living on the Interstate

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I Belong In Your Arms

I will kill the world

That made the dead grass and the highways

And what self-sacrificing stupid lives our pickup trucks designed

That threatened my unwavering beam of light

Say “I don’t know your name, but it’s alright

Isn’t it, huh?”

To the boys that look at me 

With scary eyes

Then explode their hearts with a truth they cannot hide from

Godspeed!

I belong in your arms

Did you know that, cause I didn’t

Give me time to think

Can you see my heart

And the formless innervision

That wants you close to me?

That wants you close to-

And I know pretty boys

Way too gentle for the stroad life

Who like to picture things and write them down with fervor in their eyes

Who question their unwavering beam of light

I wanna grab their face, wanna kiss them

With the power of

All the men that look at them

With crazy eyes

But reverse force, tenfold, goodness energized

I belong in your arms

Did you know that, cause I didn’t

Give me time to think

Can you see my heart

And the formless innervision

That wants you close to me

That wants you close to me

That puts me down ten toes

That big-face, beaming backflow

Veins us like the trees

That exalts us naked here

That sees us in that light

I cannot seem to let go

Let go

Let go

Agitmoon

You call to me

I step out into night

It’s not completely right

But I don’t wanna think about it

Invisible

I keep the world at my feet

Somehow it slips from underneath 

Post the taste when you’re sending me

Away

Away

Away

I’ll pray

Well I love that I

That I’m that one that you call

In that liminal state of moonfall between the stars

So I’ll pray

I’ll pray for all you are

I look to be restored in the light of my savior

My savior

My savior

The light of my savior

My savior 

Remember a moment

A highway, a shout

The breath of a lovehound

That clawed at your mouth

For words for a good boy

Who weeps at the sight

Of her pelican body

Against purple night

Not something that I would say

You think that I might

I hang on the question

Just turn me to light

My savior

My savior

Tonight

My knees are turning white

My savior

My savior

My savior

I wrote a letter that I shouldn’t have

I drew your portrait and I completely shouldn’t have

And know you keep it with the others in your purse

And show your friends and so it complicates the curse, cause uh

There’s a thing I meant to tell you 

Everytime I brought you here

I swear I did

We’d just end up naked every time

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you moved me with the force of the wind to expose my heart)

I forgot how love can do you like that

(You touched me like a soft summer breeze and it freezed my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

Well I’m sorry I’ve been so sweet

I tend to sing when I shouldn’t speak

And I’m just sorry my heart’s so weak

It crashes like the sea, cause the moon, it taunts me

(Oh boy you never know what to say!)

I’m just sincere in my own way

I’ll tell you every time I come to kiss it better

Although I know it sounds like bullshit every time

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you moved me with the force of the wind to expose my heart)

I forgot how love can do you like that

(You touched me like a soft summer breeze and it freezed my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you moved me with the force of the wind to expose my heart)

I forgot how love can do you like that

(You touched me like a soft summer breeze and it freezed my heart)

I just don’t think I can love you like that

(But you called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

(Called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

(Called me at the edge of the night, said you loved my heart)

Yeah I said I love your heart

Location(A Sequence of Love)

You know what, Sarah? 

Even in this ugly city, we can still be best friends

I press my naked foot

Into the earthly ground

I hate this fucking place

The choking of the sound

The sun waits for embrace

From every lonely cloud

Despite my bleeding face

I always come around

My crazy hair

A pocket full of love

And my location

A sequence of love

And in the morning

I wash my uglee feet

And I finalize

My message of life

Remember meeting?

Your beauty made me choke

But you were patient

With the way that I spoke

Now you got me crying

(crying)

Another millionth time

But regardless

You’re so good to my life

Can you hear me, sweetheart?

You’re so lovely and nice to me

I was walking around the neighborhood

And fell upon your street

Can I kiss you when I see you?

Put a cherry on your cheek

It makes sense to have one sweetheart

But that’s really not for me

It’s just not for me

She Saw It In Me And That’s All That Matters

She she she she she

She she she she she

She she she she she

She

She saw it in me

Like a river

Golden glint

Almond summer

Pepper kiss

Double rainbow

Lucid love

Techno raincoat

She she she she she

She she she she she

She she she she she

She

She saw it in me

Like the moontide

Undersky

Maize and junefly

Lazy eyes

A happy something

Septalight

Rose and sunlust

She saw it in me

That’s all that matters

She saw it in me

And that’s all that matters

She saw it in me

That’s all that matters

She saw it in me

That’s all that matters

She saw it in me

That’s all that matters

She saw it in me

That’s all that matters

She saw it in me

That’s all that matters

She saw it in me

Mm

floating with you(collected dreams from autumn 2024)

just a thing in my mind

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Imagination’s a cardinal sin

But I let it in

I lose myself thinking what you’d say

I wish you would hold me

Floatin’ in my mind

Something I couldn’t find

Even if you were in front of me

Should I cry? I can’t decide

You’re just a thing in my mind

Yes I can see it’s killing me

This awful fantasy

But I think the worst sin of all would be

To stop remembering

How will I know your face

When you go away

Unless I visualize it?

All my friends say I’m insane

Obsessed with a thing in my brain

I’ll take what I receive

This feeling is strong in me

Give it to me

i had a dream of you n me

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I had a dream of you n me

Lately i’ve been dreaming so hopelessly

I had a dream of you n me

With birds n trees n laughing bees

We were floating though the things in my mind

Cause you’re interested and that’s so kind

We jumped off a cliff and tried to fly

But it’s my dream i gave you wings we didn’t die

Well i have a crush on you i think

Maybe it’s cause we had a great time in my dream

(I had a dream of you n me)

And so colossal was the person I’d seen

Makes me forget that you’re a human being

And when I woke up, well I played in the rain

And all the dream details washed down the drain

But that image of you laughing, it stayed

And it hasn’t left my mind for days

Hey Lover, Listen To This

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This isn’t close enough

I wanna feel all the love

That you could possibly give to me this way

I wanna be the same

In every way

What do I have to feel to know your brain

In a special way?

Cause this isn’t close enough

I wanna give all the love

That I could possibly give to you this way

So come on closer 

I’ll never hold ya

In a way that doesn’t mean the world to me

And could I see

The parts of me

That I don’t have yet, they’re inside of you

But I want them too

And there was this movie I saw

The monster gave the man a hug

Then sucked him in and they became one

Can we do that?

Be Quiet, My True Love Is Leaving

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Be quiet

My true love is leaving

I need to listen to every note

That my heart has to sing

Cause if I don’t

Well she’ll keep on leaving

Over and over in my head

Probably ’til I’m dead

An autumn breeze

And her hand, it’s shaking

Take it all in

Keep listenin’

For now, it’s all that exists

But it hurts

And it’s incredible hurting

One second while I cry

I’ll take the pain

Think I’ll be fine cause

I’d rather feel this than feel dead

I’d rather feel this than feel dead

I’d rather feel this than feel

Dead

A Desperate Attempt At Intimacy